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ay_my_lord ([personal profile] ay_my_lord) wrote2007-04-22 12:59 pm

The Laertes/Guildenstern AU ... why do we bother calling it that any longer? ^_~

*scene--the apartment that Horatio and Rey now share, on a lovely summer day; Horatio has opened a window to catch the sunlight, and he's sitting in the patch of sun, curled up on his beanbag chair. when Rey passes, he'll look up, with a smile* Can I ask you something?

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
*nuzzles him, for being kissed like that; kissing his nose, and speaking softly, without a hint of reproach (only affection, almost adoration)* How many people have you slept with ...? *littlesmile* Now it's five, for me. And maybe it won't ever be any more.

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
*slowkiss* That's not so many. ^_____^ Don't feel guilty, okay?

[identity profile] carpoftruth.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
*could never argue against a kiss* ... Okay.

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
*a silly sort of laugh* And I bet you never made the first move with anyone.

[identity profile] carpoftruth.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
*squeaks* N-No. But I never ...

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
*brings his fingertips up to kiss, and just waits for the rest of what Rey was going to say*

[identity profile] carpoftruth.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
*isn't, though; just kisses them, quiet and something reverent*

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
*kisses him through that lattice of fingers, then, sweetly* Are we still friends? Or are we something else?

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
*smile* I don't care. I'm happy ... I only thought, if it mattered to you ...

[identity profile] carpoftruth.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
*smiles back, through fingertips* I'm happy, too.

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
*littlekiss* Does this mean we're going to be doing this more often ...?

[identity profile] carpoftruth.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
I'd like to. *smiling, smiling*

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
Would ... would you still like to be able to date people, if you meet someone nice?

[identity profile] carpoftruth.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
*startled by that* ... I'd like for you to. But I don't think I ... I don't think I will.

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
*little smile* Because you'd feel like you're cheating on me?

[identity profile] carpoftruth.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
*sheepish* I just haven't been looking, since you moved in. I don't think I need anyone else.

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
*pulls him closer* I wish I hadn't been looking--I never wanted anyone but you, really, and it was stupid to try to replace you with someone else because I couldn't have you ...

[identity profile] carpoftruth.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
*sheepish* No, no -- it's all right. I don't mind that you were looking -- I don't mind if you keep looking --

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
*repeating, gentle against his ear* I never wanted anyone but you.

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
*as though to himself* Sometimes, when we were lying in bed together, I'd imagine how I'd turn over and hold you, and kiss you, and you'd kiss me back, and before we knew it we'd be lovers ... and I wanted to so much, but I could never tell myself to do it. Or when you were baking, I'd think how easy it would be just to sneak up behind you and hold you, and kiss you, and ... but I never could. It was better, living with you, because it wasn't special to sleep with you, or to cook with you, and I didn't feel like I had to or I'd never have a chance again ... but I still wanted to. I love you so much ...

[identity profile] carpoftruth.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
*soft, soft, this kind of confession beautiful from Horatio (but what does Horatio do anymore that isn't beautiful?) and he doesn't want to interrupt it* And now that we have ... ?

[identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com 2007-04-24 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
*littlesmile* I guess I kiss you in bed sometimes, or when we're cooking, and maybe you'll want to do more than kiss me back ...

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