I think it's what I'd been hoping for from the beginning. I wanted there to be another expectation, or no expectation at all -- I wanted you to see that I could be yours, if you wanted me. Yours to take on dates and kiss, yours for anything, if only for a day. *laughs, as though it's funny, just a silly schoolboy secret he can talk about easily now -- that was a ridiculous way to realize it, wasn't it? cross-dressing and joking, instead of asking outright -- but he can talk about it easily now* I stopped hoping, though, and half-hoping, for it to be anything more than that. But now you know I used to long for you.
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Date: 2009-03-15 08:57 pm (UTC)