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*surprised--so seldom kissed in public, let alone with this particular flavor of desperation* You're sure you're all right?

Date: 2010-04-04 11:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
*gives a strange sort of laugh* If you don't let me ruin everything.

Date: 2010-04-04 11:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
If there does ever come a time when you don't want me any longer. I'm convinced it will be because I've driven you away. No judgment, really -- it's just what I expect.

Date: 2010-04-04 11:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
Oh, no. *puts down the lasagna to hold him* You wouldn't drive me away. Not ever.

Date: 2010-04-04 11:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
*startled considerably by that* Not ever?

Date: 2010-04-04 11:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
*sheepish* Not unless you wanted me to go.

Date: 2010-04-04 11:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
You mean like the weeks where we didn't speak to one another.

Date: 2010-04-04 11:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
Well, you didn't want to speak to me.

Date: 2010-04-04 11:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
From the aforementioned capacity of mine to ruin everything. *just leans into his arms* Even now -- you want me to be happy, and it makes me feel hurt and insecure. I have trouble responding appropriately, nevertheless helpfully.

Date: 2010-04-04 11:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
*strokes his hair* But you do like him?

Date: 2010-04-04 11:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
Yes, I like him. Is that relevant?

Date: 2010-04-05 12:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
Only if you want it to be. *another kiss* I like you very much, and you've been trying to be good about not being angry at me for how I've been ... and I guess I want you to know that I appreciate it a lot.

Date: 2010-04-05 12:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
I ... want to be good for you. *blushing, perhaps* That's a part of it, I suppose. There isn't a thing wrong with your nature, except when I fear it isn't compatible with mine.

Date: 2010-04-05 12:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
*small smile* You sound like you want this to last forever.

Date: 2010-04-05 12:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
*definitelyblushingnow -- hides his face in Horatio's shoulder, thank you* No marriage.

Date: 2010-04-05 12:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
Because it's like Christmas dinner?

Date: 2010-04-05 12:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
Exactly. It's exactly like Christmas dinner.

Date: 2010-04-05 12:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
*nuzzles his cheek* You should come live with me.

Date: 2010-04-05 04:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
*blushblushes* ... I'm ... a terrible roommate. You could ask Rosencrantz, but he's come to think my snapping at him over chore wheels is normal.

Date: 2010-04-05 04:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
I think it would be all right. Nice, even. *and a light kiss* And I could show you all the time that I really do want you.

Date: 2010-04-05 04:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
*which -- is so unbelievably tempting, you don't even know -- and feels something like security* It does sound nice.

Date: 2010-04-05 04:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
*then stoops to pick up the lasagna* You don't have to decide right now. We can just go back and I can kiss you a little.

Date: 2010-04-05 04:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
*which is also unbelievably tempting* Please.

Date: 2010-04-05 04:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ay-my-lord.livejournal.com
*then will guide him back very gently and carefully, and pack the lasagna into the refrigerator when they arrive--then will take him to bed and kiss him a bit, as promised*

Date: 2010-04-05 04:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mostlyrhetoric.livejournal.com
*and will kiss back as though there is nothing else in the world for him, just softly but until he can scarcely breathe*

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